“Simon, Simon, behold, Satan has demanded permission to sift you like wheat; but I have prayed for you, that your faith may not fail; and you, when once you have turned again, strengthen your brothers.” Luke 22:31-32
We prefer that brokenness be swift; it seldom is. Brokenness is most frequently a process, carried on over time, sometimes for many years. Rarely does it accomplish its purposes in a matter of hours or days. Why? The will is a complex component, consisting of the strong bent of human pride and self-determination. Bending the will to submit to Christ’s reign involves steady pressure from God’s firm, loving hand.
If the misuse of money is a constant area of disobedience to God, it usually takes a series of financial setbacks to gain our attention. If that fails, the Father may allow a particularly severe crises to strike, helping us to starkly realize the bankruptcy of making decisions apart from God’s counsel and without true dependence on Him.
When God allows us to reap the full fury of our rebellion, He is not punishing us by helping us understand the devastating consequences of willful sin. If you sense God steadily applying pressure in a specific area of your life, surrender quickly. Humble yourself, confess your pride, and call on His mercy and grace to rescue you.
“A bruised reed He will not break...He will faithfully bring forth justice.” Isaiah 42:3